FITRAH HANOM

fitrah , fit , mok or whtever it is..u hv to read this...

mok..iloveu..so i nk ckp..u did a good job..congrates..sbb u hv made ur decision u just wanna to make HIM as ur fren only..i agree with u 101%...ahahahah..klu dh jodoh xkn kemana..biar mse yg tentu kn segalanye..but for this moments..u kne kuat..jgn terlalu prcaya ckp SI DIA tu..u need 2 remember..when the time he leave u..u really hurt on tht time isnt it??u lost ur strength..u really pine on tht time..i do not wnt it happens to u again..i xnk tgk kwn baik i merana just bcz one stupid guy who doesnt appreciate ur sacrifice n ur love towards him..i bkn srh u bls blk ape yg die bwt kt u..tp u bwt mcm endah xendah je kt die..u bwt plak die merana..he deserve to get it..let him know wht is ur feeling when he left u lonely..u sick on tht time..u xleh focus on study..u always menangis sbb kn die..u cll i n tell me tht u cant forget him n whtever la..im sick of it!! i xske die ble die bwt u merana..i still remember the incident which u buy cake for his b'day n he said "majal la beli kek nie"...but u still stay together with him..n die pn pnh tpu many times..sbb girl lain..die terlalu byk bwt u sedih,merana smpi u demam2..tp sbb u syg die..u ignore kn bnda yg die tipu u..u keep giving him chance to change..yes..it is true..he is change..but berubah just dlm 2 3 weeks je kn..then he do it again..u always said to me..u bg die last chance2..klu die bwt lg..u terus tgglkn die..tp u xbwt pn bnda tu fit..why??sbb u syg die..until la u dh msuk Uitm..bru la die sedar sikit how much u mean to him..die text u everyday..he called u..smpi sanggup nk cr kolej yg same tmpt ngn u..tp itu sume bullshit...why i said so??it bcz..lepas die msuk je kolej kt johor tu..die mula bwt perangai kn..konon la ckp nk break ngn u..xblh cpl jarak jauh..alasan xmsuk akal la weyh...padahal..die ad girl lain kt sane..u merana..n ktorg la bg u supports to be strong..find someone else n so on ...until la u meet this guy..his nme zakwan kn..u dh mula happy..im so happy for u bcz u dh happy blk..u dh dpt kebahagian yg u nk..itu la yg i nk dr u..i need my fren back..i always say it 2 u kn..thts is the reason why i say it..its just i wanna to bring ur joy back..i nk u be strong girl..jgn mudah sgt cair ngn die tu..klu btul la die xblh lupe kn u..knp die cpl ngn org lain..itu die just nk ayat u blk mok..u dont think it too much..let be the time decide wheather u be 2gether or not ok..but the most thing i wnt from u is
  FITRAH HANOM...CAN U BE A STRONG PERSON N MOVE FORWARD!!!!!

i will pray 4 ur happiness n hope our friendship will stay longer until the end of our life..i'll stay by ur side u always supports whtever ur decision is..ok...i syg u..i xnk u nangis2..i nk tgk u happy..